3/08/2012

Going to the Dark Side

That is right in the next couple of weeks, I am making the switch to wordpress. So fair warning things might get crazy, I might go crazy. I would also like to remind you that if you are a google friend connect follower that once the switch is complete you will need to follow me through rss. If you are already subscribed through my rss, your will stay with me. I am lucky that I have found someone who is going to help me and they know what they are doing. Please be patient, as things get to a new normal and I learn how to navigate the force.

Don't miss any of Bobbi Babbles crazy antics.
Don't forget to ask yourself "When did I go from a Kid to a Grown Up?"

2/20/2012

Why?

When I make time for myself, I always feel a million times better. Why is it so hard to find the 30 mins to do my hair and make up? If I shower before bed, blow dry my hair. I seem to wake up in a better mood, the mood seems to last if I make the time to do my hair, make up, but on a real bra( I sleep in hammock bra). I can't seem to give up my yoga pants while I am in my house. They are so comfy. I need to remember that I am still a woman, not just Ian an Ollie's mom along with Casey's wife. I wonder if it makes a difference to Casey if I take care I my appearance he doesn't seem to notice and that bothers me. I want him to notice, I want to feel pretty to him.

1/24/2012

One Am Babbles

   Today was a rough day here, Ollie is still in the throws of the never ending cold. I couldn't even do the dishes with out him screaming. At one point it got so bad that I took the neighbor up on her offer to take him, I needed to do the dishes with out being screamed at the whole time. Where was Ian you ask? He was being great playing cars and being helpful which means any day now we are do for a bad day the two of us. This parenting two kids stuff is hard, most days I don't feel as if I am failing to show both boys the attention they need. How can I gain a balance? I feel like Ian is getting the shaft most days, I don't want that for him. I want him to thrive and feel loved. I know that sleep deprivation is part of why I am feeling like this(yes I know I am writing this at one am). That is what happens when you haven't been sleeping due to calming your cough sick baby.

     Part of me wonders are these thoughts because I have had no choice but to wean of my medication due to having no insurance. Which means no way to go to the doctor to get a new prescription and the cost of filling them each month. When did it become a choice to have health insurance for me or pay an important bill.  I don't think I mentioned this before but for us to have insurance through C's work it would be $800 for the boys and I. That is insane, luckily they qualify for state aid still (even if it is a broken system). What happens to us who are left with out the option of aid and is afraid because of their history private insurance would be just as much?
Don't miss any of Bobbi Babbles crazy antics.
Don't forget to ask yourself "When did I go from a Kid to a Grown Up?"